VainitySucks

Childhood to 22 - Had nice moments, but mostly Bullshit. Solely asserting my independence for Happiness.

22 - Pulled myself together.

19 to 25 - Started College. Used Credit Cards to cover tuition. Worked unbelievably hard with the most Impatient, Dishonest, Irresponsible, Unintelligent, Violent, Narcissistic, Animus and Sadistic people. Laid off by my last steady job. Lost a lot of money during the Employment to Unemployment transition.

25 to 26 - Back to working different Temp jobs again. And after 4 Useless Major changes, wrapped up College. Aimed to open my current Small Indie Video Arcade Business and became a Freelance Venue/Session Bassist/Children's Entertainer, a small online shirt label, Actor, and complete all my projects. So far so good...

27 - Got hit by hit and run car and was left for dead last year. Got up with just scratches, bump in face and a medical bill debt to pay for. Gave up my shop plans to help my family and moved back in with them. Put most of my shop on online retail shops and moved my HQ to Frank and Son Comic Con Collectible show. Looking for any steady part-time job to take over my Mom's house payments, or if not, move back to my Apartment... I always carry on and keep on rocking!!

To Be Continued

(Wow! In retrospect, I'm taking my damned life pretty well. Nothing but Violent and Sadistic Drama throughout and in between. Well like I always say, this isn't Africa. If you have "severe" problems in the U.S., then you're just spoiled. I Will just carry on)

Symptoms:

Over Emotional Reactions/Responses. Associates every opinion and general statement as an direct and personal insult.  Animus and Passive-Aggressive Attitude. Belittling, Ill Wishing, and Manipulative Behavior. Demands guidelines of how to be spoken to, as in a Tyrant-like role. Is self-regarded, self-adsorbed, as always correct, even when proven wrong, and will find others to back them up so not to feel illogical and overwhelm their victim of rage. Illogically denies facts that are backed by evidence that oppose their claims. Self-regarded as having more intelligence and experience higher than all. Plays Victim and retreats when too much evidence or people is ruling against. Demands respect, even so never gives any to others. Can be extremely violent; attacks in an uncontrolled manner while screaming and will use objects to bash their victims with.

Causes:

Dramatic Life Experience(s). Untimely Death. Unjustified childhood upbringing. Abusing home environment. Partner/Spouse Cheating. Parental Emotional needs not met.  Individualized Independence never recognized. Never reached Personal Ambitions in life (Mid-Age Crisis). Was also a Victim of someone else who had Raging Bitch Syndrome, as it is passed down to generations.

Solution for Others:

Be away from this person as soon as possible. This person thrives for people's approval and interactions for self esteem and fulfilling their endless anger. Usually finds a "scapegoat" to meet their Animus and Invidious needs. Let this person isolate themselves and Die alone with all regret someday.

(R.I.P. Sue, who was found dead down my street. May her raging soul finally have peace and her loser grown children be homeless begging for money on the freeway ramps)

*Update: Her loser grown kids ARE begging on the freeway ramps.
FOR GOD'S SAKE, STAY IN SCHOOL AND BE RESPONSIBLE IN LIFE KIDS!!

These are the ACTUAL Common questions that I get from the people I interact with in my society. Again, these are REAL Questions, and I am only answering them Truthfully. I don't feel better than others, and if you have a problem with my answers, well its your life, so do whatever the Hell you want with it...

1. Where do you live?

-I live in a complex in Covina

2. You help you're Mom with rent?

-I don't live with my family, I live on my own or sometimes friends move into my place when they need help.

3. What kind of Car do you Drive?

-I don't like Driving

4. How do you get around then?

-Bus, Train, Bike, Feet.

5. Why don't you get a Car?

-See 3. and too expensive.

6. Why don't you ask your family to help pay for it?

-See 2. and I save thousands a year into my bank by not driving at all.

7. Do you go clubbing?

-No

8. Why Not?

-Well I am an infinite music appreciator, but I don't like clubs

9. Do you drink?

-No

10. Do you smoke?

-No

11. Do you smoke weed?

-No

12. WHAT DO YOU DO FOR FUN THEN!? YOU SOUND LIKE YOU'RE FUCKING BORING!!?

-Travel across state, country, world; Play and perform instruments; Bike parks and trails; & Eat

13. HOW DO YOU AFFORD ALL THAT?!!!

-See answer to 6.

14. Why do you dress plainly?

-Don't care for fashion.

15. What's your favorite T.V. Show?

-I don't like t.v.

16. What video games do you play?

-I don't like sitting at home, so I'm not really a gamer.

17. Why don't you get an iphone / ipod?

-Don't care for them and I like talking to people face to face.

18. If you have the money, why don't buy nice things with it?

-I don't like sitting at home, so it would be kinda pointless to have things collecting dust.

19. Why don't you see if you can get that girl over there?

-I already have a girl In My Heart

20. You married?

-No, just Love my girl

21. Have kids?

-Kids are Awesome, but no.

22. You mean to tell me you would never cheat on your girl? What if a fine bitch open her legs and told you to fuck her?

-How bout you stop being an Irresponsible Shit-Head, and go find some bills to pay, like the big boy you are

-LORD KNOWS I JUST WANT TO PLAY MY DAMN BASS GUITAR AND WRITE MY NOVELS

STAY IN SCHOOL KIDS. BE YOURSELF. LIVE YOUR TRUE AMBITIONS AND NEVER SETTLE FOR LESS.

These are the things people try to advise and suggest to me. I appreciate your thoughts for me, I just don't appreciate those who assume I'm naive, ignorant or pretentious. I really hate when people think that I think I am better then them. As John Lennon sang, I'm just Happy watching the wheels go round...

Do you believe in Jesus? Jesus can guide you through your toughest times, you should go to church.

-This is the United States of America. We have resources all around us. This is not Africa, I am not a starving child in a war zone. I respect Jesus, but I'm sure those people over there need him more than I do. I got food in my stomach, my own roof, feet I can walk with and a capable mentality. Anyone who complains in any high standard of living country is a lazy spoiled brat.

You should get a car

-Nah... Gas + Insurance + Maintenance + Payments + DMV fees is not something I'm interested investing in. All that money that people put into a car is money that goes into my savings account.

You should mortgage a house

-I'm not planning to live in CA forever. There's a huge world to see, and I plan on seeing it when I'm older. I don't need anything tying me down, cause I'm not going to die an old man in this state.

If you don't invest your money, you're just wasting it

-No one lives forever, and no one takes anything with them when they die. I'm here to enjoy life the best I can in the way I see fit.

You should never abuse Alcohol and never Smoke pot. People in life get lost and the church can help you find your way out. You should help your mom out by paying bills and quit gang-banging. Jesus saves

-I have never drank, never smoked, never smoked pot, I don't live with my mom, and I'm not a gang-banger. (This church solicitor was really pathetic.)

Join the Army, Marines, Navy, ETC.

-No, but I do respect those who volunteer.

Thy shall not kill, remember?

No, it's Thy shall not Murder

-To me, a life is a life. A choice is a choice. A Murderer is a Killer, and I'm not the one choosing to pull any triggers.

That's not what the Bible meant

-I respect your beliefs now respect mine.

Why don't you try to take your projects mainstream

-I like my simple life. And I'm not a conformed Sell Out

Why don't you join a trade? You can make lots of money

-I get by fine and I've accumulated plenty of money over the years to keep me stable. I don't want a 40 hour work week in something I'm not interested in that will suck up my life till I'm 65

But you'll be making lots of Money

-Money isn't everything

What about your kids? Don't you want to move out of your mom's

-Kids are Awesome, but I don't got any. I don't live with my Mom, I got my own place.

Get an Ipod

-CDs are the highest of lost-less form of media you can get other than records. I like to actually listen to the bass-line when I experience music. I also stream albums free on the internet.

Get a Smart-Phone

-I'm not a phone guy, so why would I spend hundreds on something I will probably only use twice a month.

It does other stuff, like finding clubs and telling directions

-I don't club and the sun sets in the west

You should drink beer

-Reminds me of piss

You'll get use to it

-I'm not going to get use to piss

Drink liqueur then

-Reminds me of Gasoline

You're boring

(This person was put in jail for drinking and driving and again for dealing)

You should try weed

-I've nothing against weed, but no I have no interest

Weed opens your mind and relaxes you

-If you need weed to open your mind, then you lack imagination. I can get relaxed by biking cross country miles away from home. Seeing the world relaxes me

You should fuck as many bitches as possible. You're a pretty boy and I've seen girls check you out

-How bout no. I got rings for a reason.

You should stop thinking you're better than everyone else

-Everyone is only human. We have the ability to diverse ourselves by committing the actions we choose to take. We are only mortal temporary beings. We only can be fully functional until we are in wheel chairs pooping in adult diapers. 300 years from now, no one will care what we did as individuals, just as we don't care what our ancestors did before us.

Simply put: We are only human and we all have to die someday.

Those who think they are better than others will only Die like the rest of us someday, and we won't take anything with us. How can I be better than others, when I'm only just as human.

You're Depressing / Negative

-I only realize the fact that we are only mortal temporary beings. Which is the best reason not to waste my life with things I am not interested in, and live happy the best I can in the way I see fit.

And I am Happy for who I am, aren't you as well?

EVERYBODY IS HUMAN AND HAS THE RIGHT TO LIVE THE WAY THEY WILL. COMPARING YOURSELF TO BE BETTER THAN OTHERS IS ONLY PROVING YOUR A VAIN, ANIMUS, ETHNOCENTRIC ASSHOLE WITH NOTHING BETTER TO DO.

I JUDGE PEOPLE BY ACTIONS AND WHAT THEY SAY. I'M JUST GETTING MORE RICH WHILE THEY ARE CHOOSING TO WASTE THEIR LIVES WITH STUPID ACTIONS.

YES MONEY IS IMPORTANT, AND I DON'T FLASH IT AROUND OR USE IT TO BUY MEANINGLESS MATERIALS JUST LIKE A VAIN GIRL IN A DRESS. I ONLY USE MY RICHES TO STABILIZE MY LIFE AND WILL RETURN TO SEEING THE WORLD AGAIN WHEN I'M MUCH OLDER

LIVE YOUR DREAMS KIDS AND NEVER SETTLE FOR LESS

How can I be boring when I am accomplishing and having fun with my passions in life? Are you living your Passions?

I just like to create. Music; literature; just overall-general expression. Critics there may be, your Personal Approval is non-Existent...

Every action I take has a reason behind it. Thanks for visiting my page and favoring.

-Red